I have been in a slump. I have been down. I don't know what to do but feel sorry for myself. I do not have a car, and I live in the Craziest State called Florida. I watch videos on YouTube nonstop. I am also complaining like a little bitch!
I am eating, I have clean water, I sleep in a room with A/C, I am just lazy. Everything that happens is completely my fault.
I know I am not going into specifics {NO SHIT SHERLOCK} I have no excuse but to say I am beginner at this.
What changed?
Well, I had a conversation with my roommate about it. He was telling me you need to work. Work, pickup shifts to save, buy a car, then invest. "Take your life and fuck it. Don't let it fuck you." - Roommate (I do not have a waiver signed from him yet, so I am working on it.) Hasta Manana!
Next, I had a conversation with my best friend in the same spot as my roommate. He asked are you not trying to work? are you ok? I told him no dude I am lost. I'm trying to find something for motivation, but I cannot. He states to me, "Watching video on YouTube is not the way. Working is. I was in the same thought process trying to find a solution. Work, Grinding for years and years."
And so, I am Back at it again.
Moral of the Story: Stop Bitching and Go to Work.
Oba
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